“I don’t love you anymore…” These are perhaps some of the most fearsome words a spouse can hear… or think… As a counselor, I hear it often enough… moreso lately than ever before. People are feeling alone in their marriages. They’re reaching out to each other, but they’re not connecting. After so many years of marriage… perhaps children too… what do we do now? Is it over? Did we make a mistake? How can I live with you if you don’t love me? How can I live with you if I don’t love you? The thought of it is paralyzing…. But here we are…
“I don’t love them anymore… the feelings are gone… there’s nothing there… I guess there never really was.”
What is the speaker really saying?
1. You don’t understand me
2. You don’t care about me
3. You don’t appreciate me
4. You don’t respect me
5. You don’t cherish me
6. I am angry
7. I have been neglected
8. I have been taken for granted
9. I don’t measure up
10. I’m not good enough
11. It hurts!
12. I’m devastated
And, because it has hurt for so long, and you haven’t changed it, I don’t trust you and will not be vulnerable with you again.
I believe that the feelings of hurt and anger supersede any feelings of love in our relationships, and over time, resentment builds and we soon make the decision to stop trying. What does that really mean? It means that when we can’t fix it, and you won’t fix it, we hold on to our negative feelings and use them as the basis to decide to stop loving… when we decide to stop loving, our relationship is doomed. Feelings always follow our decisions about reality. Those of you who have been reading my posts for awhile may remember the source of feelings:
1. Observe – What’s going on? What are they doing/saying?
2. Interpret – What does it mean? What does it say/imply about ME?
3. Feel – How does my interpretation make me feel?
4. Act – How do I behave under the influence of these feelings?
After years of observation of your behavior, your spouse may have interpreted a pattern of disrespect, or neglect, or condescension, or lack of appreciation, or a sense of superiority. If they interpret negatively often enough, they will decide that the truth is “you don’t understand… don’t care… don’t respect… don’t cherish, etc.” That interpretation will undoubtedly breed those negative feelings of hurt, anger, and resentment. The resulting behavior will be withdrawal and a decision not to risk reaching out to you in love. When that happens, all feelings of love are strangled by the negative.
“I don’t love you anymore…” is a result of desperate sadness and fear for the speaker, and for the hearer of those words, it can be a shock wave of surprise that moves through all the stages of grief: Denial… anger… bargaining… depression… and finally, acceptance. When the stage of acceptance is finally reached… “They’re serious. They’ve lost all feeling for me!” Then, the real work can begin, and it’s a long hard pull on the oars to get the little boat through rough seas to shores of safety. Is it impossible? No… I’ve witnessed this hard work in the lives of many couples who thought they were lost, and I’ve seen them come ashore together, stronger than ever… but you’d better believe it takes long hard work to repair the damage… the leaking boat… and get to shore.
Is there a better way? You betcha. Don’t take a beautifully intimate relationship and throw it to the dogs. “What am I, DOG MEAT? That’s how I feel.” But, some of you may say, “I don’t think we got married for the right reasons… maybe we never had a meaningful relationship…. Maybe we just made a mistake?” BULL DOOKIE! There’s no “perfect one” out there for you… there are plenty of companions out there you could love and be loved by, if you decided to do so… So decide, decide, decide, to love the one you’ve got.
Try… MaybeThis:
1. Accept the fact that you cannot change them, but you can change your own behavior and attitude.
2. Apologize for whatever your contribution was to the mess you’re in… known and unknown.
3. Commit to “going to school” to learn who your spouse is; what they need, and how to give it.
4. Decide to make your marriage relationship the number one priority in your life. (If you’re in a small boat that’s full of holes and leaking… you ‘re in the middle of the sea… what’s your priority… rowing or patching? The boat is your marriage relationship.)
5. Ask for their help in making the changes you need to make. Promise them you’ll ask them for a progress report regularly and listen to them.
6. Develop the attitude that “It’s all about them, not all about me.
7. Remember how they felt yesterday:
1. You don’t understand me
2. You don’t care about me
3. You don’t appreciate me
4. You don’t respect me
5. You don’t cherish me
8. Prove them wrong
When you ask yourself, “What about me?” Just forget about it… Keep patching holes in the boat. You don’t love someone for you, you love them because you chose them to spend your life with. Men, to provide for, protect, cherish, and grow in intimacy… Women, to love, nurture, comfort, and build a family with. You give yourselves to each other to make something beautiful together. Men, love your wives… die for them. Women, respect and submit to your husbands. What is the greater act of love? In God’s economy they’re equally esteemed and equally required (Eph. 5:22-33). As you develop the “it’s all about THEM” attitude, they will come around… they will begin to work with you… then it can be “all about US…”
Blessings,
Jim
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